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Working through my fears, I was on board a summer in Ann Arbor with the title of “head of wardrobe” on the feature film “Art House”, starring Iggy Pop and Gretta Gerwig. The movie also contained my one and only pop song.

Having grown up in Michigan, the interest in living somewhere other than the mitten has warmed my body for sometime. I took to the next big city to the left of our state and tried, TRIED to start fresh in Chicago. Finding a surrounding of creatives was almost impossible for me. I was out of the loop while living right in the middle of The Loop. Turning inward and shying away from everyone and everything, I truly fell far into the rabbit hole of my mind. No access to any studios or even friends forced me to find another way to create at home. Living in an apt didn’t allow for me to be loud with music and release sound that way. I dug up an old eight color, semi-moist watercolor set. I still have it; I devour the black, blue, and red. Moreover, I started with animals and much to my surprise I had conjured up some style of awesome amounts of color being puked all over the object, while being safely contained in a stark white page. The irony is I was utterly miserable and lost and painting with more colors than rainbow bright could handle. Not to mention, “Is that all there is” by Peggy Lee was on repeat for about a year. May of 2009, I was able to escape this country and spend two weeks in the mind-blowing land called Tokyo. Having about a year of Japanese in my pocket I explored and permeated the bright city. Of course I left with new goals and a new outlook. Upon returning home, I began shape shifting. Expressing myself through the different animals I was transforming into was the next grouping of paintings. Around this time, in a nutshell, fate or life or whatever brought me out of my messy Chicago existence and back to Detroit. I immediately received a short six week stint as a puppet making teacher in an outsource program from Matrix theater. I also, began working at 323 East selling art and creative related goodies. In the former gallery I was involved in two group shows.

Now we are up to date. Diving deep into the emotion ocean, I am tearing off my skin to distribute to whomever will be attending my first solo show “Show pony.” A sickly deep exploration of my mental state, my abilities, and the public’s subjective view is Show pony. I question myself as to why I have to thrust myself into the public’s eye to overcome different fears. Could be fear of ennui, but most would cure that with a movie. I feel like I am diving into a pool of sharks…and I kind of like it.